Impulse

Blood pulses through my veins
faster, faster, but all the same
this fragile friendship now proclaims
an ignorant blessing
is shared in pain

I overcame my distant fear
all the while drawing near
freeing from my selfish outlet
the only moment I held dear

Singing & shouting is all but wasted
the love I expect, just barely tasted
crude in exposure
the vitals faded

Though, maybe my heart was justified

Resentful & bitter to all but one
dismissive until the best was done
craving the attention
but never minding the setting sun

Was it fair to not back down?
no, I am the reason for that frown
the patient soul who deserved so much
trapped in this obsessive town

Have I created this complication?
unlocked a heart for invasion?
Oh, I am at fault

My intentions were never justified